8.7.06
"And you know that a few years down the road all that's happening now would just end up being talked about in the normal old friends gathering where we just sit around and laugh about how we behaved back then."

"I can already hear you struggling to comment on how stupid we were in between your guffaws. It's hard to imagine that all these things that we're going through now would just end up as a lunchtime joke in the future. Things that are now occupying most of our thoughts would eventually turn out to be something so seemingly trifle? I really can't imagine it."

"That's why you shouldn't let things affect you too much now. It's what you learn from incidents that would affect you in the future. Not the countless mistakes that you made, but the valuable lessons learnt from them."

"And the lessons I learnt from you too. I've never told you this before, but sometimes I'm afraid. What if all these future old friend gatherings never happen? What if that one goodbye would be the last goodbye ever?"

"That's why we should make the best out of whatever time we have left. Life's unpredicament leaves no time for hidden thoughts."

"I don't care what some people comment about us. I'll miss you. You and the little acts of false pretence that not many would understand. You know, on the days where communication doesn't flow as smoothly, I would feel there's something lacking."

"As long as we are all understanding of each other's need for our own space, privacy and freedom, we will feel better."

"Sometimes what I do on the outside contradicts everything that I'm actually thinking inside. I don't even know why I do some things that I do. I'm sorry, I know my actions disappoint you sometimes."

"It's okay, because everything about you, including the mistakes that you made, is what really made me understand myself."
Saturday, July 08, 2006

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